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Of Simple Words & Simple Things
//* Quotes.. *//
Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction.
Antoine de Saint-Exupery
The best proof of love is trust.
Joyce Brothers
You can't blame gravity for falling in love.
Albert Einstein
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Again, some negative emotions inside me...feeling a little down :(
It's early in the morning, and I have no motivation to study, ever since I came back from tuition at 9 plus. I just lay on the bed, switching between channels on the tv, and reluctant to touch my set of notes. Few more days to go, certainly hope will make better progress tmr!!
The reading week is certainly a time to think through certain stuff, partly cos I'm so free all of a sudden. No hassle of setting the alarm clock, and waking up to rush for lessons, or come home tired from a long day at school. Just a few good days at home, in my room, pondering what do I want to do with my life, studies etc? Where am I heading from here?...
Actually some of these negative feelings are triggered by this incident. I just have this little feeling of being cheated (or I wonder if that's the word to use). Sometime last week, when she quarrelled with her bf, and was crying when she saw me before lessons, I was so worried about her. When lessons ended and we left, I msg her and she told me she was on her way home, to cry and rest after a whole sleepless night. Throughout the rest of the day, I was still worried about her. But, just yesterday, I found out she didn't go home. In fact, after we parted, she was back at her bf's hall, staying over the night as usual for the entire week. So things were ok between them already. So I worried for nothing, for quite some time. If only she can just send a msg to say sth. Just a msg. I was so concerned for a good fren, but that doesn't give her the right to take it for granted and cause me to be so worried isn't it. Of cos I was glad that things were ok for them anyway. Seriously, close frens are not meant to see each other almost every other day. Some things will change.
It will be a sunny day tmr!!! :p
I realised how powerful words may be, at times. You read a blog, and perhaps you decide that the person is having such a blessed life, or such a miserable time. But that really depends on how the author wants to paint a picture of his/her life; however rosy the picture is, or however bleak the future may seem, it all depends on the author.
That's just a afternote. I'm actually still quite ok. Life goes on as usual, and tmr will be a sunny day!!! Hopefully I can gather enough determination to beat the laziness and get out of the house to go for a swim. I want to get some Vitamin D, I don't like whitening!
Count down...
3 more days to first paper..and 10 more days to freedom!
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